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Jamila Wardak
Esthetician, PR Professional, Published Poet
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Depresso Expresso 2020
2020 suuuucks so far and this lockdown has been particularly hard on extroverts with multiple mental health disorders like me. I don’t...
Jamila Wardak
May 5, 20205 min read
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2 a.m. thoughts
I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 19, 20191 min read
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Silent suffering; my PTSD story.
I want to start by saying that I absolutely hate labels so this is going to be a challenging post to write and publish. I have PTSD..a...
Jamila Wardak
Jul 22, 20193 min read
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Thoughts on a Sunday night
I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just...
Jamila Wardak
Oct 8, 20181 min read
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Letter to my selfless lover
To my selfless lover You know who you are Didn’t expect to like you But I’ve always liked your car here we are First semester at lb state...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 24, 20181 min read
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Goodbye Childhood
I am about to start a brand new chapter in my life. I keep wandering around my apartment in Fremont thinking about how crazy it is that...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 26, 20182 min read
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Future of America
The future of America in the hands of today’s youth our children need protection they deserve the truth Sitting ducks fearing for...
Jamila Wardak
May 22, 20182 min read
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Royals 👑
Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 13, 20182 min read
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ON ☁️🍷
#california #unity #writing #funny #fashion #parenting #cruelty #politics #makeup #trend #young #twenty #deepthoughts #sexy #blackhistory...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 28, 20181 min read
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RESOLUTIONS;
Hello internet/cyber-world thingy and hello to those who actually take the time to read my posts that include but are not limited to my...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 27, 20183 min read
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San Francisco, California
we are not united until all live in unity. We are not peaceful until all are at peace. We are not safe until all are saved. We are not...
Jamila Wardak
Dec 5, 20171 min read
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Abuse (venom)
Abuse Like the Venom of a snake Toxic, unforgiving The pain overpowering you slowly Rage turns into bruises Ignorance into scars ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 2, 20171 min read
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Mess
my room smells like cat there is dirty underwear scattered on my floor bedsheets i haven’t washed in days dirty clothes piled by the...
Jamila Wardak
Mar 25, 20171 min read
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Summer 2016 Indiana Pt 1
These photos were taken by my best friend who lives in Indy. PC: BFM Summer!!! What can I say, I wasn’t expecting to actually enjoy...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 25, 20171 min read
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Breathe/1am
So unsure going slow Enjoying the rude this is something new Used to the rush every relationship, a roller coaster The anticipation...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 24, 20171 min read
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Late night quiet
In my bed I lay awake my heart pounding, my hands shake my mind fills with thoughts unclear Is this anxiety or just fear so many...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 15, 20151 min read
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