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Jamila Wardak
Esthetician, PR Professional, Published Poet
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Depresso Expresso 2020
2020 suuuucks so far and this lockdown has been particularly hard on extroverts with multiple mental health disorders like me. I don’t...
Jamila Wardak
May 5, 20205 min read
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2 a.m. thoughts
I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 19, 20191 min read
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Mental Health Matters ;
Mental health matters! Please don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Your feelings are valid and if you are in a bad place in your...
Jamila Wardak
Mar 5, 20195 min read
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I think I’m in love with Happiness
Happiness is easy Comes naturally Leaves suddenly Returns unexpectedly Stays comfortably And lives honestly Happiness looks light 💡...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 13, 20191 min read
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To my best friend
By my side Through the good and bad Partners in crime Best I’ve ever had Thank you for everything For all that you do For putting a smile...
Jamila Wardak
Dec 30, 20181 min read
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Thoughts on a Sunday night
I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just...
Jamila Wardak
Oct 8, 20181 min read
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Letter to my selfless lover
To my selfless lover You know who you are Didn’t expect to like you But I’ve always liked your car here we are First semester at lb state...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 24, 20181 min read
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Goodbye Childhood
I am about to start a brand new chapter in my life. I keep wandering around my apartment in Fremont thinking about how crazy it is that...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 26, 20182 min read
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Date no. 1000000000000000000000001
I went out on another date yet again today. This one left me as confused and lost as the last one. It was weird, the moment I saw him...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 12, 20182 min read
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Nighttime thoughts
Hey everyone, I’m going to dive right into a topic that has been bothering me a bit more than usual today, sexual abuse. Every single...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 7, 20184 min read
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A buzzing noise
time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 7, 20181 min read
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Royals 👑
Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 13, 20182 min read
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ON ☁️🍷
#california #unity #writing #funny #fashion #parenting #cruelty #politics #makeup #trend #young #twenty #deepthoughts #sexy #blackhistory...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 28, 20181 min read
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San Francisco, California
we are not united until all live in unity. We are not peaceful until all are at peace. We are not safe until all are saved. We are not...
Jamila Wardak
Dec 5, 20171 min read
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Disappointment
what can you discover about someone you’ve only known two weeks the smoke screens of infatuation dissolve to show the reality the man...
Jamila Wardak
Nov 20, 20171 min read
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Birthday wishes (CHEERS)
Cheers to being 21 and the freedom that comes with it cheers to the friends I’ve made the things i’ve done things i’ve tried ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 27, 20171 min read
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Abuse (venom)
Abuse Like the Venom of a snake Toxic, unforgiving The pain overpowering you slowly Rage turns into bruises Ignorance into scars ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 2, 20171 min read
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Mess
my room smells like cat there is dirty underwear scattered on my floor bedsheets i haven’t washed in days dirty clothes piled by the...
Jamila Wardak
Mar 25, 20171 min read
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Human nature
Humans are very emotional, its in our nature to feel Over feeling, over reacting So many thoughts unclear toodaloo jw #feelings...
Jamila Wardak
Mar 24, 20171 min read
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Summer 2016 pt.2
#california #fashion #trend #pintrest #model #style #2017style #summer #outfit #feelings #photography #beauty #motivation #travel #tumblr...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 25, 20171 min read
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