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Jamila Wardak
Esthetician, PR Professional, Published Poet
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My depression is many things.
my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get...
Jamila Wardak
Oct 6, 20191 min read


Silent suffering; my PTSD story.
I want to start by saying that I absolutely hate labels so this is going to be a challenging post to write and publish. I have PTSD..a...
Jamila Wardak
Jul 22, 20193 min read


Mental Health Matters ;
Mental health matters! Please don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Your feelings are valid and if you are in a bad place in your...
Jamila Wardak
Mar 5, 20195 min read


I think I’m in love with Happiness
Happiness is easy Comes naturally Leaves suddenly Returns unexpectedly Stays comfortably And lives honestly Happiness looks light 💡...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 13, 20191 min read


To my best friend
By my side Through the good and bad Partners in crime Best I’ve ever had Thank you for everything For all that you do For putting a smile...
Jamila Wardak
Dec 30, 20181 min read


it’s complicated..
I’ve never been a jealous person For some reason I hate her I am jealous of her With everyday, it gets worse I just hope you know I’m...
Jamila Wardak
Nov 15, 20181 min read


Why she smiles
that girl’s million-watt smile brightens the room big kind eyes appear animated in every word she speaks that voice soothing and...
Jamila Wardak
Nov 7, 20181 min read


Thoughts on a Sunday night
I just feel like I can’t breathe Want to close my eyes Go into a deep sleep Forget everything and everyone My chest feels heavy I just...
Jamila Wardak
Oct 7, 20181 min read


College life Update: The struggle to keep things balanced
Good Morning Everyone and Happy Labor Day, that one public holiday held in honor of working people. Everyone is supposed to have a day...
Jamila Wardak
Sep 3, 20182 min read


In my opinion: A millenial’s perspective on relationships
In my opinion, few know what they actually want. I am at this age where I don’t know if I should be looking for a committed relationship...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 20, 20181 min read


Meet the Newest Foster
Found this hidden gem in Long Beach thanks to one of my new best friends! You won’t believe how historic this town is. I will try to take...
Jamila Wardak
Jul 31, 20181 min read


Goodbye Childhood
I am about to start a brand new chapter in my life. I keep wandering around my apartment in Fremont thinking about how crazy it is that...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 26, 20182 min read


Weeds 🍁
I grind my sticky weed pack my bowl breathe in deep exhale with a sigh of relief my chest feels heavy head is light thoughts cease to...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 11, 20181 min read


Date no. 1000000000000000000000001
I went out on another date yet again today. This one left me as confused and lost as the last one. It was weird, the moment I saw him...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 11, 20182 min read


Nighttime thoughts
Hey everyone, I’m going to dive right into a topic that has been bothering me a bit more than usual today, sexual abuse. Every single...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 7, 20184 min read


A buzzing noise
time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 6, 20181 min read


Oh Romeo
Falling in love with a fantasy making up the man of my dreams Juliet standing on the balcony awaiting Romeo & the tragedy not knowing...
Jamila Wardak
May 9, 20181 min read


SUNSHINE ☀️
Your personality is amazing your energy gives me life your smile is worth a thousand words I am so lucky to have you by my side ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 16, 20181 min read


Royals 👑
Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 13, 20182 min read


ON ☁️🍷
#california #unity #writing #funny #fashion #parenting #cruelty #politics #makeup #trend #young #twenty #deepthoughts #sexy #blackhistory...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 28, 20181 min read
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