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Jamila Wardak
Esthetician, PR Professional, Published Poet
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My depression is many things.
my depression is a veil that impairs my vision forced to obey oppressed I stay unable to escape this pre-enlightened state I can’t get...
Jamila Wardak
Oct 6, 20191 min read
2 a.m. thoughts
I toss and turn On the second hand mattress I bought off the last girl Who lived in this room I dream of a future Filled with luxury Of a...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 19, 20191 min read
Live Like The Lotus
A lotus flower grows in mud Even through dirt the flowers bud Rising above adversity Untouched and unsoiled water glides off its petals...
Jamila Wardak
Jul 29, 20191 min read
Best they’ve ever had
I stood there with my heart on my sleeve thinking I was the problem with “us” only later would I realize you weren’t shit it was all an...
Jamila Wardak
Nov 18, 20181 min read
Letter to my selfless lover
To my selfless lover You know who you are Didn’t expect to like you But I’ve always liked your car here we are First semester at lb state...
Jamila Wardak
Aug 24, 20181 min read
Weeds 🍁
I grind my sticky weed pack my bowl breathe in deep exhale with a sigh of relief my chest feels heavy head is light thoughts cease to...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 11, 20181 min read
A buzzing noise
time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing...
Jamila Wardak
Jun 6, 20181 min read
SUNSHINE ☀️
Your personality is amazing your energy gives me life your smile is worth a thousand words I am so lucky to have you by my side ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 16, 20181 min read
Royals 👑
Says he has everything he needs I know what his heart desires Can’t hide it from me kindling the fire hard headed intelligent but...
Jamila Wardak
Feb 13, 20182 min read
ON ☁️🍷
#california #unity #writing #funny #fashion #parenting #cruelty #politics #makeup #trend #young #twenty #deepthoughts #sexy #blackhistory...
Jamila Wardak
Jan 28, 20181 min read
San Francisco, California
we are not united until all live in unity. We are not peaceful until all are at peace. We are not safe until all are saved. We are not...
Jamila Wardak
Dec 4, 20171 min read
Disappointment
what can you discover about someone you’ve only known two weeks the smoke screens of infatuation dissolve to show the reality the man...
Jamila Wardak
Nov 20, 20171 min read
Types of.. pt. 2
Physical abuse a young child her father an alcoholic left her more secure Neglect kindergartener forgotten at school 3 hours later...
Jamila Wardak
Nov 11, 20171 min read
Birthday wishes (CHEERS)
Cheers to being 21 and the freedom that comes with it cheers to the friends I’ve made the things i’ve done things i’ve tried ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 26, 20171 min read
Abuse (venom)
Abuse Like the Venom of a snake Toxic, unforgiving The pain overpowering you slowly Rage turns into bruises Ignorance into scars ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 1, 20171 min read
Mess
my room smells like cat there is dirty underwear scattered on my floor bedsheets i haven’t washed in days dirty clothes piled by the...
Jamila Wardak
Mar 25, 20171 min read
Hiking; Cali Adventures
Hiking takes the edge off of a lot, Walking, Feeling the fresh air fill your lungs Feeling like there is more to life than the norm ...
Jamila Wardak
Apr 27, 20161 min read
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